It is so hard to reconstruct thought processes. My flesh wants to think "She still hasn't responded to me," or "He and I haven't talked in a month." You know, I'm thankful for the experiences I've had and the time I've had with people. I learn a lot from different phases. Yet it's hard not to place the blame on them, although my head may say "God, you're in control." This causes me to think:
Do I really believe what I say?
Hebrews 11 says "Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, and the confidence of things not seen." Do I have true faith? I think faith is something that can be acquired over time. But I don't quite have it yet. Well, at least in some areas. Rather than walking on the waters of fear and blame, I'm sinking in them. Jesus, save me.
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