While I was with Jenn in Pensacola, I went to church with her. The sermon really spoke to my heart. I can't even really remember what he said (so I got online and downloaded the podcast), but what I got out of it was important. I've been holding onto a lot of bitterness. For a while I tried to justify it. Then, as the relationships drew apart, I decided it wasn't worth pursuing anymore. God has been showing me that I shouldn't give up. Even though it's hard, I need to rebuild. But I'm still holding onto it. It's not an area that I've given over control. And to be honest, I don't quite want to yet. But I know I need to. Prayers greatly appreciated.
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